Well, here I am. 225 pounds, the heaviest I've ever been. I have no motivation to lose it. That's what sucks. I would still rather eat ice cream and steak and pasta and chocolate. I would like to think that if I write about it, maybe it will help me to get to it. Probably not.
Today I have logged in to Calorie Count (www.caloriecount.about.com). I have used this site in the past. About five years ago I lost 40 pounds just by tracking what I ate and portion control. But I have a saying...I'd rather be fat and happy than skinny and deprived. This is why I am hoping I can at least convince myself to control my portions. Also, I should drink a glass of water when I feel like snacking. Hopefully that will fill me a bit and make me want a snack less.
Goals (pretty simple ones I hope)
1) Pay attention to what I'm eating
2) Drink water
3) Keep writing to myself as a reminder of what I'm supposed to be doing
I'd say wish me luck, but it would probably make more sense to wish me willpower.