Food. . .food is my enemy. I'm sure every person trying to lose weight has said this at one time or another. I am saying it now. I cannot seem to curb the hunger lately. I am always hungry! (Yes, I know only "bad" food should be considered the enemy, but this is how I feel at this very moment so I am going with this feeling for now.)
I started thinking today that maybe this is the weight I am meant to be at. That this is the weight that my body is comfortable with. I got down to 170 without feeling deprived but if I expect to get lower then maybe it would require more changes that I am not willing to make. For now, I plan to do my best to fight my urges and not give in. I know that other people who are in to major fitness and/or diet would think I am not trying hard enough, not putting enough effort in, but to me, it was never about putting a lot of effort in (call me lazy). It was about making enough changes to get where I needed myself to be and quite frankly, I am here.
I am not giving up, I am not taking a break. This journey is not over. I will continue to wherever it leads me.